Today, for the first time in years, both my OCs, Doug and Jeremy, who had a novel in progress in my head, and who got published a few times and are out there in the world, came home to say hello.
Doug is jealous of Ben and wants a high and tight, ”because damn, they’re hot.” And because he hasn’t gotten two weeks of my undivided attention in three years.
He says Jer is with him, and I believe that much, although Jer doesn’t want to come back out because it’s been a long time. He was always shyer, always let Doug come out and do most of the talking for him.
But he’s there.
Maybe I should listen to them.
But I would miss Dean like a limb, but that’s how I used to miss my Jeremy and augh whyyyyy must I choose. Yes, I know Dean has millions of followers and doesn’t need me, and Jeremy has, well, me and maccaj... but...but...damn. But also, Dean will be there when I come back.... Sigh. I want to keep them ALL.
But Dean will be here when I get back.( Read more... )
...Thank you for this. This isn’t something I thought I was gonna get back, or that I deserved it back at all.
So, yeah, thank you.